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Welcome my jobseeker life!!

Juni 15, 2009 · Tinggalkan sebuah Komentar

Today is June 15th, 2009 already..

Udah 3 bulan sejak gw lulus kuliah….

Bulan Mei kemaren udah mulai sibuk apply2 kerjaan. Ada pertamina, PJB, BCA finance, dll. Pertamina gak lolos di tahap psikotes (belum belajar seh). PJB masih proses. BCA Finance coba-coba doang. Udah ada yang keterima di outsourcing buat projek Citibank, tapi gajinya kecil 2,5 juta dan di jakarta. Gak gw ambil.

Sekarang, hari ini, gw lagi di Surabaya. Ntar siang tes PJB psikotes tertulis jam 13.00-17.30. Bokap gw kayanya ngarepin banget gw bisa keterima disini. Mungkin gara-gara BUMN-nya kali ya. Bayangin aja dari padang ke jakarta ke surabaya aja berapa duit coba yang dikeluarin?? Oh my God, gw jadi takut ngecewain orang tua gw. Udah dibiayain mahal-mahal, eh gak lulus.

Well, gw gak boleh berfikiran seperti itu. Just do your best, Ayu!!! Do your best and see the result.. Insya allah kalau rejeki gak kemana. Ok ok ok ok??

Btw, Kemaren gw ke Suramadu. Hahaha. Waktunya pas banget sih. Mumpung masih gratis. Alhamdulilah bertambah satu lagi karya anak negeri yang bikin kita bangga. Waktu gw dateng kesana kemaren, jalur mobil lancar, tapi jalur motor….. ya ammmppuuuunnnnnn macet banget. soalnya jalur motor cuma cukup buat 2 motor, sedangkan banyak motor yang pada berhenti buat foto-foto. Parahnya lagi banyak juga motor-motor yang balik arah berlawanan ama arah dateng. Parah!!! akhirnya polisi udah pada capek juga kali ya, jadilah motor2 itu dimasukin ke jalur mobil. Huuuuuuiiiihhhhhhh gila padet banget!!! Untung gw udah di jalur balik ke Surabaya dari Madura. Tapi good..good… Semoga semakin banyak karya anak negeri yang bermanfaat bagi kemajuan negara dan pemerataan pembangunan di seluruh Indonesia. MERDEKA!!!! loh??? :)

Ok. Time to get ready for the test now. Wish me luck guys….

I’ll keep you updated….

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Awal Mei 2009

Mei 4, 2009 · Tinggalkan sebuah Komentar

Wah, udah lama banget ga update blog…. Sejak addicted to facebook, jadi males berkunjung ke blog sendiri, hehehe

Many things happened during first 4 months of 2009.

  • January: Sibuk bikin coding.
  • February: sibuk bikin analisa dan buku
  • March: sibuk siapin sidang dan wisuda.. (Yeeeyyy, aku wisuda juga!!! :) )
  • April : sibuk ngalar nglidur kemana-mana, jalan-jalan kemana-mana, apply kerjaan kemana-mana,
  • Now, come May!! apakah yang bakal terjadi di bulan Mei?? yang pasti pindah kosan, (dan mudah2an udah dapet kerja.. *ngarep* )

Gw yakin tahun ini bakal banyak kejadian baru yang bakal jadi pengalaman berharga bagi hidup gw.

Btw, sebenernya gw pengen ambil internshipnya AIESEC sekarang, mumpung gw masih belum kerja. Tapi sepertinya bapakku tidak mengijinkannya, :(

And, looks like, sepertinya blog ini akan makin terupdate, berbanding lulus dengan kesibukan ku sebagai pengacara ini, hehehehe

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Tes personality

Maret 4, 2009 · Tinggalkan sebuah Komentar

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Tadi nyoba tesnya, dan ini hasilnya :

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don’t like conflict. Because you’re so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don’t like conflict. Because you’re so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Here is the analysis:

  1. You’ve got great self-confidence and you’re full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
  2. You don’t really care about other people’s feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn’t always about parties.
  3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people’s eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
  4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
  5. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you’re like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

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Akhir-akhir ini mulai tenang….

Februari 2, 2009 · 1 Komentar

Akhir-akhir ini gw udah mulai tenang… Gak panik, deg-degan kaya kemaren lagi. Setelah mama dateng, diajak sholat tahajud, dll, dan alhamdulillah sampai sekarang masih gw kerjakan, diri ini jadi lebih tenang. Lebih bisa berserah diri pada YME. Kalau mulai gelisah lagi, inget cerita Emak soal hidupnya, dan gw gak sepantasnya gelisah luar biasa hanya karena menghadapi TA. Gw sekarang berusaha untuk shalat lima waktu sesegera mungkin, dan shalat tahajud dan dhuha. Dan ternyata memang membuat diri ini jadi lebih tenang. Kayanya tekanan itu berkurang dengan sendirinya.Yakinlah akan kekuasaan Yang Maha Kuasa.

Program udah selesai. Next, analisa. Doakan saya yah!! :)

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Akhir Bulan Januari 2009

Januari 31, 2009 · Tinggalkan sebuah Komentar

Minggu ini mama dateng dari Padang. Buat support aku tentunya.

Banyak banget dapet pengalaman minggu ini. Sabtu kemaren jemput mama papa di bandara, terus langsung ke Karawang. Nangis di depan papa soal TA. Awalnya pengen gak nangis, tapi kayanya memang jadi lebih lega kalau ngeluarin semua unek2 dan diskusi sama papa. Sampai hari Selasa di Karawang. Ngobrol-ngobrol sama emak soal perjalanan hidup emak yang berat. Gak sebanding deh sama penderitaan gw menghadapi TA. Gw jadi merasa malu sendiri. Emak yang ngingetin gw tentang kekuatan tabah, sabar, ikhtiar, dan selalu ingat sama Allah SWT. Gw salut sama emak, dia wanita tangguh dan tabaaaahhhhhhh banget.

Hari selasa, berdua sama mama balik ke Bandung. Mau ngelanjutin bikin TA dan ngurusin segalanya. Ternyata enak ya kalau ada mama di kosan. Apalagi saat lagi down kaya sekarang. Ada yang merhatiin dan ngelindungin. *padahal gw udah gede ya, tapi koq gw jadi ngerasa kaya anak kecil lagi pas saat2 kaya gini, butuh perlindungan orangtua…*.

Tiga hari mama di Bandung,  setiap harinya ngebangunin dan nemenin gw shalat tahajud, tukar pikiran sama gw. Pagi-pagi gw bikin TA, siang nya pergi sama mama belanja..hahaha..teuteup…Hari pertama ke ITC kalapa, kings. Hari kedua ke Pasar Baru. Hari ketiga beli kartika sari dan makan di ampera. Emang kalau ada mama hati gw rasanya lebih tenang. Coba kalau mama ada disini nemenin gw sampai selesai ya….pasti gw tenang banget….

Tadi pagi baru nganterin mama ke bandara bareng sama Pacul. Mama berangkat, gw berdua langsung balik ke Bandung. Sampai ke kos, gw langsung nangis lagi koq mama gak ada di kamar gw lagi…Cengengnya gw…Hiks hiks.. :(

Januari 2009 gw tutup dengan program TA yang sudah selesai. Awal tahun 2009 gw awali dengan perjuangan keras dan pergolakan mental yang baru kali ini gw rasakan(sebulan ini). Mungkin memang seperti inilah jalan yang harus gw lewati. Gw gak tau kaya gimana hidup gw sebulan ke depan nanti. Semoga Allah SWT memudahkan jalanku.

Amieennnn….

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