Hwa…Seminar qu dapet B!!!

Assalamualaikum W. W.

Akhirnya tadi gw seminar juga bukkkkk…

Hari kamis tanggal 27 Maret 2008, jam 1 siang, di gedung F 305A. Pengujinya Pak Kiki dan Buk Angel. WHaaaaa..gw urutan keempat. Urutannya Galih, Risa, Ardi, Gw, Piye, Eta. Gw dong yang paling lama di tanyain, mana ada beberapa pertanyaan yang bener2 gak kepikiran sama gw ditanya ama si pengujinya. Yang paling gak bisa gw jawab seh pas si Pak Kiki nanya tentang daftar pustaka. Ada salah satu daftar pustaka yang contrast banget sama TA gw. Walah gak bisa ngomong apa2 deh gw!!!

Gw takutnya malah gw dapet C. Tapi alhamdulilah dapet B. Gw sama Piye dapet B, yang lain dapet A. Tapi yang gw heran Pak Kiki ngasih gw nilai 80. 80 ke atas kan nilainya jadi A. Hmmmm ya gak papa seh. Emang bener seh pertanyaan mereka, gw aja yang gak kepikiran sampai kesitu. Awalnya gw sedih juga dapet nilai B. Si Piye aja keluar dari ruangan mesem banget mukanya. Tapi lama kelamaan gw ngerasa biasa aja lagi. Temen2 gw juga banyak koq yang dapet B. Si ardi aja ngulang sampai 3 kali seminarnya, awalnya dapet B, ngulang lagi dapet C, yang sekarang baru dapet A. Eta juga ngulang. Intan juga. Ice. Dety. Banyak juga ternyata. Tapi bedanya ama gw, mereka ngulang lagi seminarnya dan dapet nilai A. Gw rasa gw mesti cepet nyelesaian TA gw, soalnya ini udah bulan Maret dan kalau ngulang seminar lagi gw mesti nunggu 1 bulan lagi buat ngurusin SK. Jadi gw langsung tanda tangan aja tadi. Eh pas gw tanda tangan si buk Angelnya langsung kaget dan bilang “Koq di tandatangan??” Maksudnya??

Ah, ya sudahlah. Yang penting udah selesai seminarnya. Lanjut cari pembimbing dan ngajuin SK!!

Chayoooo!!!

Alhamdulillah..I got that chance

Alhamdulilah…..

I thought I lost the chance..The last chance that i can do for my last semester in STT Telkom. Fuih, such a journey! I have already “ikhlas” to let it go. To accept that i didn’t pass the test. But, Allah SWT shows me how unimaginable he work. I’m really in shock yesterday. Yeah, it was a very surprising. Beyond my imagination.

FYI, i wrote about class trial for becoming regular teaching assistant for this semester few weeks ago. The result should be announced a week later then. I was waiting for the announcement, and if I’m not mistaken, the result would be by sms, just like the announcement for the interview test. I am waiting..waiting…and waiting… A week had been past and no sms from the recruitment committee. I’m waiting..waiting..waiting…and became frustrating. Yeah, frustrating because i failed the last chance to make my mama proud of me. I’m such a waste!!! SUCH A WASTE!!

By the time goes by, i finally able to let it go..Maybe it’s the answer that i have to fully concentrated to my final project..I’ve finally able let it go.

But yesterday, just after i woke up from taking a nap, my phone ringing, it showed an unidentified phone number. I took it, and surprisingly, it was Miss Flo!! what a surprise!! She asked why I’m not taking my seal envelope. Sealed envelope??? What’s this means??

hohohoho… I really don’t know about this!! I make a mistake thinking that the result will be announced by sms, But actually it’s By a sealed envelope!!! I really didn’t know that!! She said that I have to take the envelope in Languange Laboratory and Mine is the last one that hadn’t been pickup. whoowhowho… it’s really shocking!!

I finally pick my envelope up, but afraid to open it up. So scared. Not ready for knowing the result. It gives me a new hope and I’m afraid I fail again. It’s might be really hurt,worst than before. SO, I open the envelope finally when I got to my boarding house.

And the result is I’m accepted!!! Oh my, Happy, Proud, Tears, shock are all mixing. I can’t describe that. Oh my, So surprising!! Soooo unbelievable!! And the most touching part when i read the feedback from the participants in my discuss group in class trial, they gave me a very good feedback. Everyone recommended me to become a new English assistant. I’m so touched by that.

Thanks everyone. So many thanks to Allah for giving me a new chance to do something and to prove myself and to make my parents proud of me again…