Alhamdulillah..I got that chance

Alhamdulilah…..

I thought I lost the chance..The last chance that i can do for my last semester in STT Telkom. Fuih, such a journey! I have already “ikhlas” to let it go. To accept that i didn’t pass the test. But, Allah SWT shows me how unimaginable he work. I’m really in shock yesterday. Yeah, it was a very surprising. Beyond my imagination.

FYI, i wrote about class trial for becoming regular teaching assistant for this semester few weeks ago. The result should be announced a week later then. I was waiting for the announcement, and if I’m not mistaken, the result would be by sms, just like the announcement for the interview test. I am waiting..waiting…and waiting… A week had been past and no sms from the recruitment committee. I’m waiting..waiting..waiting…and became frustrating. Yeah, frustrating because i failed the last chance to make my mama proud of me. I’m such a waste!!! SUCH A WASTE!!

By the time goes by, i finally able to let it go..Maybe it’s the answer that i have to fully concentrated to my final project..I’ve finally able let it go.

But yesterday, just after i woke up from taking a nap, my phone ringing, it showed an unidentified phone number. I took it, and surprisingly, it was Miss Flo!! what a surprise!! She asked why I’m not taking my seal envelope. Sealed envelope??? What’s this means??

hohohoho… I really don’t know about this!! I make a mistake thinking that the result will be announced by sms, But actually it’s By a sealed envelope!!! I really didn’t know that!! She said that I have to take the envelope in Languange Laboratory and Mine is the last one that hadn’t been pickup. whoowhowho… it’s really shocking!!

I finally pick my envelope up, but afraid to open it up. So scared. Not ready for knowing the result. It gives me a new hope and I’m afraid I fail again. It’s might be really hurt,worst than before. SO, I open the envelope finally when I got to my boarding house.

And the result is I’m accepted!!! Oh my, Happy, Proud, Tears, shock are all mixing. I can’t describe that. Oh my, So surprising!! Soooo unbelievable!! And the most touching part when i read the feedback from the participants in my discuss group in class trial, they gave me a very good feedback. Everyone recommended me to become a new English assistant. I’m so touched by that.

Thanks everyone. So many thanks to Allah for giving me a new chance to do something and to prove myself and to make my parents proud of me again…